I had a minor epiphany this week when I realized my life wasn't turning out like I want it to. I realized it wasn't happening because instead of just living the life I want, when things don't go my way or I get bored, I actively sabatoge myself. And so I have decided to make some changes this month...clean my apartment (really really clean it), no drinking, no boys, and go out with the girls after soccer so I meet non-military friends. We'll see how it goes.

On a side note...my soccer team won its first game today! And I have four cleat marks bruised/cut into my right knee. Yay!